Videos
Ashes In My Veins
"Ashes in My Veins" is a cinematic journey through time, myth, and dreams.
It is a visual odyssey where the ancient and the futuristic, the spiritual and the human collide. It features druidic visions, alchemy, cosmic voyages, and reincarnation.
Each scene is a portal to a universe of its own, woven into one of more than 30 settings that come together to tell a story of transformation, resilience, and hope.
It is one of the most ambitious visual projects of my career. I hope you enjoy it!
Oh Wow
This is the official video for “Oh Wow!”, the story of Sam, a small-town dreamer who takes a chance, follows his passion, and discovers the power of believing in himself. From train platforms to dishwashing shifts, from first radio plays to sold-out arenas, this video is a tribute to that unforgettable moment when life opens the door and says: yes, it’s your turn.
This is not only Sam’s journey, it’s also mine. I wanted to share the feeling I had when I first heard my music on the radio, but through a brighter lens: one of gratitude, joy, and possibility.
✨ Never stop walking toward your dreams.
Back On Track
Welcome to the roller-disco of dreams! “Back On Track” is a celebration of joy, body, and second chances, a musical fantasy set in a retro-futuristic roller club where time, gravity, and self-doubt melt away.
Inspired by Xanadu’s surreal optimism and the pure fun of disco, the video imagines a parallel universe where every version of me (and a few friends) finds lightness, laughter, and love on skates.
It’s camp, kitsch, and unapologetically tender, a dream of acceptance, glitter, and golden light.
After a long recovery period, this project meant the world to me.
It’s a reminder that we can always roll forward again, no matter what life throws our way.
Cast Aside
A forbidden love remembered through time.
“Cast Aside” unfolds like a dream from another century, a tale of beauty, guilt, and truth buried under velvet and silence.
No one speaks in this story, yet everything is said: a touch, a glance, a letter never sent. Between shadows and candlelight, love finds its voice only to lose it again.
If you’ve ever loved in silence, share this video. Someone out there might need it too.
Secret Lovers
Two souls. One secret.
A love born where science ends and dreams begin.
They didn’t steal anything. They just weren’t willing to stay.
✨ Don’t let anyone spoil the ending.
Secret Lovers (Perfected Obsession Remix)
I had to do a music video for this uplifting new remix of "Secret Lovers" by Perfected.
I also included a few new scenes and easter eggs.
A story about freedom, connection, and the courage to escape what defines us.
A song about a love born where science ends and dreams begin.
They didn’t steal anything. They just weren’t willing to stay.
✨ Don’t let anyone spoil the ending.
So Special
This is a short film about timing, desire, and moments that stay with you forever.
Set in a San Francisco nightclub in the late 1970s, it tells the story of two men who notice each other across a crowded room. There’s tension, curiosity, warmth, and the quiet hope that something might begin.
But their timing was off. One arrived at the party too early. The other was already on his way out.
Sometimes, “nothing” stays with us longer than anything else ever could.
This video was inspired by a real memory.
And years later, that moment still feels… so special.
Entre Amigos
Entre Amigos tells a story of love.
A ritual.
A choice that changes everything.
In an ancient time, where power, duty and desire collide in silence, an unexpected decision challenges the natural order.
A new chapter in this series of visual micro-stories, where emotion is told without words.
In Love
Sometimes the memories that hurt the most are also the ones we treasure forever.
The video follows two people as they navigate attraction, closeness and the fragile beauty of human connection. Told through a non-linear narrative, the story unfolds like a collection of memories.
Originally featured on the album Dance Love Dream, this new version of In Love accompanies the release of a remixes single, including the new Perfected Handbag Radio Edit and extended mixes.
In Love (The Intimate Cut) - Patreon Exclusive
The public release on YouTube was carefully framed to keep the focus on the emotional connection between Benjamin and Bruno (and to avoid getting in trouble). This new version with several minutes of new and alternate scenes, which is only available on Patreon, allows their intimate moments to breathe a little more. The story remains the same; only the amount of these two characters you’re allowed to witness has changed.
For me, this was never about making something explicit for the sake of being explicit. It was about showing two people who feel completely safe with each other. Bodies stop being something to hide and simply become part of the language of intimacy.
I want to thank my dear patrons for making projects like this possible. Your support gives me the freedom to create the films exactly as I imagine them.
In Love (Perfected Handbag Remix)
A summer night, a crowded bear club, and an unexpected connection.
This new chapter in the In Love story celebrates those wonderfully unselfconscious nights when friendship, attraction and possibility could lead almost anywhere.
And yes, Rob from So Special is back, revealing an unexpected connection between both stories.
In Love (Perfected Handbag Remix)
(The Intimate Cut) - Patreon Exclusive
Step inside Heaven, the infamous back room of Lord Francis, where Rob from So Special joins Benjamin and Bruno as the night takes an unexpected turn.
Then leave the club behind for an unforgettable night on the beach - clothing optional.
Available exclusively on Patreon, The Intimate Cut lets the story unfold exactly as originally imagined: playful, uninhibited and uncensored, with no need to cover anything up.
Secret Lovers Origins (A Short Film) - Patreon Exclusive
Ever wondered what happened before the Secret Lovers videos?
Go back to the beginning and discover how Hiro and Max first arrived on Earth, and what happened when they experienced human life, human bodies, and each other for the very first time.
Secret Lovers: Origins expands the story from their point of view, revealing the playful, curious and unexpected events that eventually led to Monday’s rescue and the world of the original videos.
The short film is available exclusively on Patreon, along with the newly written original music created for the film.
Flirt - A Short Film By Benjamin Koll
Love doesn’t need to be perfect to be special.
What begins as a flirt becomes something much bigger in this colorful, larger-than-life short film inspired by the music videos, movies and visual excess of the 1980s.
Desire, jealousy, temptation and love collide as Benjamin and Taiga discover that finding each other may be the easy part. Where it takes them is better left unspoiled.
Watch FLIRT on YouTube.
Flirt - A Short Film By Benjamin Koll
(Unrated) - Patreon Exclusive
Same story. Fewer covers.
Experience FLIRT as originally imagined, with uncensored alternate shots and intimate moments that couldn’t be included in the YouTube release.
Nothing changes about Benjamin and Taiga’s story, you simply get to see a little more of what happened when the camera kept rolling.
Watch the Unrated Edit exclusively on Patreon.
